i'd like it to stop.

Something's definitely not right. I've become more empathetic lately.
Not that I was always numbed out or rather indifferent, a long time ago I wasn't, but now it's coming back and I hate it. Want it damn gone.

There is a possibility of an onset of another depressive episode, due to the ways I've felt in the last couple of days. Not that I'd be sad/miserable all the time or anything, but the intensity of it when it hits me, and the thoughts accompanying it make it rather tough.

I am seriously afraid of this.